About

I’m a 25 year old trying to find my way out of the labyrinth of my mind. I’m losing friends because of mental illness. Therefore, I’m going to try to get my anxiety filled rambling out here. Therapy used to help me rationalize out of distorted thoughts, but my therapist left private practice and I can’t find an in-network therapist that I can afford. That left me talking to friends, but they’re (understandably!) burned out.

Also, MasochistMusing was my old blog, but I forgot the password and no longer have access to the email I used to set it up.

Diagnoses: Bulimia Nervosa, Borderline Personality Disorder, Avoidant Personality Disorder, ADHD